you're the echoes of my everything
you're the emptiness the whole world sings at night
you're the laziness of afternoon
you're the reason why I burst and why I bloom
you're the leaky sink of sentiment
you're the failed attempts I never could forget
you're the metaphors I can't create to comprehend this curse that I call love
michelle ♥
adores.
ben&jerry's,tannin', gummiebears,eyecandies, starbucks, AIRPORT, the boy,photography, long bus rides,
23mins long kiss, stripes, flops, retail therapy, madshitlaughters, latenights,
candyfloss, being random, the girlfriends, heart2heart talk, love letters, #23, pink daisies,
paperprata, flea markets, boyfriend's shirt, chillax session, cheap thrills, izzy, stoning LOVE
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
why is love such motherfuckin complicated matter? why can't it be easy, like you just love one person,thats that. no other third party or exs. no flings, no onenightstand. why?
& i miss the boy so much. he sure knows how to make his babygirl happy.
a phone call all the way from aust just to tell me he loves me (:
& lunch at pizzahut with sis, talk talk, laugh, talk, whine, rant, laugh. & dinner with the family. the topic is all bout sis wedding.
you oh you
7/25/2006 10:33:00 PM
no more password. there's too many friends asking for it.
& some are really nice people that i heart. even though i want to keep it private, i dont know how to say no to them.
so, here you go.
njoy my dear readers.
7/25/2006 11:23:00 AM
Monday, July 24, 2006
monday so ?
as usual, my endless ranting bout school. i hate school. totally.
my whole back damn red. pain, but worth it. oh, is the 7th month. wonder will mom allow me to go tann this month.
sab's getting married next yr. & she ask me to be her bridesmaid. i thought she'd ask her best pal, cos that was her plan.
and i wonder who will be the best man. i dont have a say cos is not MY wedding. funny thing is yst sab went to have supper with lawrence good buddies. and when they know i'm the bridesmaid, they both kept pestering sis to choose one of them to be the bestman.
my sis got so irritated. she shut them up by telling them i have a loving boyfriend.
went to school today. like finally. bad start cos i broke my damn nail while trying to open the door for some strangers. and the door close like damn fast, so only my nails come in contact. and thats how it happened.
& the boy is on a roadtrip. hope he's having fun & doing fine. dear readers, pls be nice & pray for him to be safe. thanks.
go listen to bon jovi's bed of roses. dopee to de max. love it !
7/24/2006 11:28:00 PM
Sunday, July 23, 2006
happppy girltannin' was awesome.
but i don't like bengs. trying to hook up with the worst pick up lines ever. first two of them came over and say their friends want to know us. we ignored. another two came and tell us their side sun is stronger, we should go over there and tann with them.
i give a fuck up face and said no.
then after they left, monicalove & i laugh like some mad women.
i love monmon cos i can share so much with her, bout life & boyfriend. & more tanning pls ((((: her boyfriend is duper good to her, they should totally ROM now.
& my boy is so randomly sweet today. awww.. i love him soooo very much
life without school is good.
but sigh, is monday tmr. fuck.
7/23/2006 04:51:00 PM
sunday (:
i'm gg tanning now with monicalove. whoever reading this, pls pray for me that it won't rain. i need a tann badly, i'm so fair now ):
kisses to my fav boy. he loves me, and that is worth everything.
7/23/2006 09:08:00 AM
caesar, i love you so much.
7/23/2006 03:15:00 AM
Thursday, July 20, 2006
fly away with merandom.
i am afraid of the dark. whenever i sleep ALONE, the lights must be on.
i dislike coffee ALOT.
i'm scared of waking up one day and realize i'm not in caesar's life anymore.
but i too know, time will heal everything. even a broken heart.
i really HATE it when i talk to people online/in person and they reply me with "OH", i know they dont mean to be rude. but i just don't like it. maybe i'm just damn weird.
the only thing i eat which can swim is FISH.
i don't like girls with unshave armpit.
i'd always love netball.
i miss my childhood.
i trust 3 people with my life.
& even though i fear death, i'd die for this 3 people.
i get damn irritated if people say smth but actually mean another thing. nvm, think you probably dont know wtf im saying.
i wish it never happened.
i miss the boy so much. & i wish he knows.
7/20/2006 08:56:00 PM
stairway to heaven
i still remember how i ran home after my exam to watch stairway to heaven. & always cry until my eyes damn swollen.
if only there's someone like KSW character, he'll be the perfect man. KSW (: but is impossible.
still, i got my caesar. & that's enough.
7/20/2006 02:36:00 AM
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
no use
i know some people who know bout IT shit can still access and view my blog. and i'm starting to dislike it. my counter jump so fast, that i wonder who's reading my entries. quite scary though.
anyway, i either switching blog host(support private entries) or going manual. but of cos, i won't close my blog cos is 3 yrs of rantings. maybe i'll come back once in awhile and update? dont know.
i'll see how.
hmmmm. think i'll still blog here. but maybe less entries ? cos i have this really pretty diary, and i think i should use it (:
7/19/2006 07:25:00 PM
the boy is gone.
& so is one year, 365 days before i get to see the boy again.
hopefully end of yr, i'll be able to go with his parents. his parents are very nice people, i swear.
even without blessing from close friends, still i know he is worth every bit of my effort.
he called me before he board the plane. i miss my boy.
7/19/2006 06:25:00 PM
live for fun, loyal to none
& i just can't stop crying. he not even gone, yet i miss him so much already.
7/19/2006 01:24:00 AM
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
thoughts.how to hold on to someone you never meet before?
i'm can't wait for the lake house to release. i'm dying to catch it! & i seriously hope mom will say yes, when i tell her i want to quit school.
7/18/2006 02:31:00 PM
password
& now i can say everything i want.
7/18/2006 12:54:00 PM
old school
saw it in mei ting's blog. last time crazy over it, think the song super nice.
is so hard to let go, cos we've been thru so much. thank you for loving me, and i know you're putting in effort.
this time round, i think i'll cry till damn bad when he fly back to perth. i'll miss him so much, for sure.
sftydgcsidgtsbiifihysmybpfyagb
7/18/2006 12:28:00 AM
Monday, July 17, 2006
sigh
the boy's gg back perth in 3 days. suddenly got flashback of me waiting for him at the airport on my birthday. & how happy i was to see him & feel him.
i miss him already.
7/17/2006 12:13:00 AM
Friday, July 14, 2006
enough.
7/14/2006 01:04:00 AM
Thursday, July 13, 2006
don't bother don't bother don't bother don't bother don't fuckin' bother DON'T FUCKIN BOTHER bout it. there, see what i mean. he means so much to me, every lil thing thats link to him affects me so damn much !
maybe i'm just a paranoid bitch.
anyway, i think i've got a really wonderful sis. she freakin love me so much la. she spent so much on me today. i feel guilty for maybe a few seconds. laugh. she's gg genting with lawrence tmr, i'll miss her. sigh
i watched the ching chong chow video of 4 girls beating that one girl. no comments. =
the boy makes me laugh, & i miss him so much.
7/13/2006 12:33:00 AM
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
heartssometimes when i look at the boy, i wonder how is it possible for me to love someone so much.
i miss him even though he's beside me.
huggs hon (:
7/11/2006 11:03:00 PM
Sunday, July 09, 2006
blanklove is such a strong word. and if you are going to use it, make sure you know what it means. cause it hurts to hear and know that you don't mean it.
7/09/2006 10:52:00 PM
kind of perfectbut things cant be perfect , all the time that i know, sometimes we just have to let some things go.
7/09/2006 09:40:00 PM
rainraingoaway ):
tanning with darling monica today, too bad it rained. it start raining the moment we reach. so we chat over cupnoodles & green tea(: the ultimate boyfriend junkies, whenever we meet up, our conver is mostly bout the boyfriends (: & of cos, random chat and life. I SWEAR darling & dom dom so gona get married. they're like so FOR each other. anyway, we tan for ....20mins ? then it start to rain again. freak.
STILL, we had so much fun & i totally enjoyed myself.
another tanning girlfriend ! who loves her boyfriend alot who loves hot&spicy chips as well (:
emo shots of my fav girl
cute eh, two lil kids inside a sand hole. i walked over and ask them to smile to my cam & they did (:
she's so adorable.
the used batteries & soccerball.
the girlfriend said chill & don't be sad, and the other one said WTF. i don't understand why must things be like this. i mean if i know something is making the person i love upset, then i won't do it or go along with it.
emotionally drained. maybe it bout time.
i'm going to bed.
7/09/2006 05:19:00 PM
25 C
i love my hair now (: cos the boy loves it. when he got off the bus, he kept smiling.
the east coast bbq was fun. a pity i don't eat 2/3 of the food population. cos kelvin whipped out lots of yummy food, prawns, pig liver, fish, chicken etc. the food's really good. he brought a frying pan to prepare the food. serious right ? professional right ? LOL
had baileys, and some random drinks. i'll choose froster over hoegarden(sp) the boy said i drank a lot ever since he got back. but no more drinking once he fly back. hmm.
i saw lots of bg people at east coast. and tp people as well.
i hope i can make you feel better.
i took a damn nice picture of the used batteries and a soccer ball. post it up other day, im tired.
he's the one.
7/09/2006 02:28:00 AM
Saturday, July 08, 2006
omg
this is it. my hair is short now. i'm not gona whine much, cos hair will grow, and is my own decision to snip them off. time for a change, but i do miss playing with my long hair ):
i'll learn to love the new hair, and i feel lighter now (:
bathe & go for the bbq. i can't wait to see the boy's reaction.
7/08/2006 04:32:00 PM
whine
12 more days till the boy fly back to perth.
a month ago, i was counting down the days till he comes back. i'll freakin miss him like so much, cos he won't be flying back anytime soon.
you're my boyfriend, you've always been here for me. this love is serious, no matter what people think.
should go bathe now, hair appt at 1 pm. i'm cutting short hair, for the boy (: & bbq tonight = spending time with caesar = happy love ((:
& the boyfriend like to ask me : " are you okay/bored ? " whenever he bring me out to drink with his friends/hang out with his friends. he wants to make sure i'm not bored, or tipsy etc. caesar is my 100% pure sugar.
7/08/2006 11:32:00 AM
Friday, July 07, 2006
weird"oh best friend, i didn't hear from you again."
7/07/2006 02:29:00 AM
blessed& so, i do not need a reason to be angry with God. cos he let caesar zhong come into my life. even though school's no longer happy happy anymore, even though i lost two people that i thought was for real, at least i got him.
I WANT TO QUIT SCHOOL. pls mom.
7/07/2006 12:48:00 AM
Thursday, July 06, 2006
madnesshe's acting like a crazy person suddenly. shrugs
italy is going to win world cup '06 (:
7/06/2006 01:24:00 AM
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
♥ i wish you were here tonight to see the northern lightsthank you for making my life miserable.
i failed one paper, but passed the only subject which i studied. yet to get back 2 more papers, gone case for sure.
& this is the first time i fail my term test.
gona meet up with skater boy tmr. town as usual. since last yr he wants to teach me skate, till now still haven. bryant is a liar, no wonder there's a hold on his pants. i'll bug him bout the skating lessons tmr.
& i'm cutting my hair short within this week. i dont want, but then i figured why not? i've long hair for bout yr 1/2 afterall is just hair, its gona grow back right ? shrugs. but then again, so many people are telling me NOT TO CUT i'm confused. tag the board and give me some suggestions ?
i always feel everyone deserve to be happy, deserve to feel loved. so don't let anyone ever make you feel like you don't deserve what you want. just go for it, simple. is like even though i use to receive negative remarks,views on my r/s with sar, i still give my best cos i know, he is what i want. but lately, i'm starting feel my best is not enough. then again, since when there's something called enough when it comes to relationship? no matter how much you love someone, there's always something lacking.
is there really so much to chat about? gah!
all our life we search for someone to love, someone to make us complete. we choose partners and change partners. we dance to a song of heartbreak and hope, all the while wondering if somewhere, somehow, someone perfect is searching for us.
& when you found the perfect stranger, the one & only, pls cherish them. cos the pain of loss is somehow, unbearable. no matter how you try to deceive yourself, is still painful.
a lot of people tend to take things for granted. & i dont like to see that. i mean i've seen friends take their gf/bf for granted, or friends being taken for granted. perhaps these people just have a mindset that the one or things will always be there. or maybe these are the ones who have yet to experience true love. for i believe if you met the one, you won't want to lose them to anything, including death.
enough of relationships.
i believe there's a place where the restless souls wander, burdened by the weight of their own sadness. they wait for a chance to set the wrong things right. only then can they be reunited with the ones they love. sometimes, a crow shows them the way; because sometimes, love is stronger than death.
whenever i IM with monicalove, our conve contain lots of CAPITAL WORDS.
she always tell me how much she loves me (:
i miss hanging out with shawnieeeeee!
feel like eating laksa with lots of chilli.slurps
i need to drink water
i want to finish up all the chocolates that jillian gave me, she's so nice.
i should start eating the other 2/3 of food population
feel like dropping out of school
i want to tann with junnie cos i want to bring her to THAT place soon
i'm gona watch germany vs italy match later. i pray italy will win, cos i dont want the boy to be upset.
fuck school.
i love doin crazy to de max nonsense with hon
i miss michelle ang, so much.
i dont want tmr to come. i want fast forward to thursday.
7/05/2006 01:31:00 AM
Monday, July 03, 2006
that's so you
it's a beautiful day
now I'll be ok that you're not away
yesterday was a terrible day
but now that you're here I'm ok
cause you don't know how much I, I need you
please don't go
you're so wonderful
this I swear, this I know
you, oh you, every single thing you do
i'm so proud of you
what you do
when you do the things you do
they're so you
so thanks for your help
you shine so bright
you are the star that's in my sky
& I am yours and you are mine
i'm so proud of you
That's so you
7/03/2006 02:56:00 PM
what makes you different, makes you beautiful to me& it feels good to know after all the shit, he still loves me so freakin much yes, we're damn in even more in love now (:
sab love junn, i love junn as well (: they call each other sab sis, sis junn. so cute la. and i MUST bring both to the beach that the boy brought me.
LOVE
7/03/2006 02:16:00 AM
Saturday, July 01, 2006
no hero in her skiesi'll be so fine & i'll get over it (((: don't worry !
& now, i'll head to town, and do crazy things with brownieJ
7/01/2006 03:18:00 PM
Friday, June 30, 2006
for you i will
omfg. is not over. wah lao. sighsighsigh
6/30/2006 09:09:00 PM
with this song, i'll send you to the moon
last night was tough, i thought i was gg to die or something. sab wanted to send me to the hospital, but i just kept whinning and crying. i didn't sleep the whole freaking night. bout 7 i got ready and went to the doctor, and after the medication, i'm feeling so much better. phew.
but i swear i want to take a gun now, go upstair and shoot the person who has been drilling non stop the whole damn day. GAH! i can't sleep with all the drilling noise !
sighsighsigh
6/30/2006 02:59:00 PM
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
lazy wed
okay, i know i'm getting way too much. first, i never really did attend my lectures in the past, NOW, I NEVER GO AT ALL.
fuck.
but i'm so tired lately, i could hardly get myself outta my comfy bed. even if i wake up around 7 plus, reply to messages, i'll fall back to sleep. wake up, sleep again. & the cycle continues. DAMN, got to stop my nonsense.
& the project which i have yet to really start on, is due this friday. OPSY case study due next monday. MDBS due next next wednesday. MAN, i hate poly with all the never ending projects, deadlines, exams, test, quiz. FUCK.
the boy is going back newurbanmale.com to work for awhile. i can't whine bout it cos i'm the one complaining bout how i miss seeing him at the flipflop shop. but still, booooo!
back to project.
suck thumb. there's only THIS much i can do.
i'm back to manual. closing this soon (:
6/28/2006 06:16:00 PM
copelandwhen they come knocking on your heart's door, choose the one who loves you more.
i don't feel good after knowing seriously, the guy just don't get it.
ignore this post, thank you.
6/26/2006 11:33:00 PM
Sunday, June 25, 2006
feel the lovee <3
SAY HELLO (((: i look damn ugly, but fuck it! had fun (((:
shawnie's oversize blazer and our random pose !
the one.
aww .. (((:
with love (:
is good to know i can see the boy anytime i want, for a whole month (:
-beams
6/25/2006 10:24:00 PM
chill chill
no hard feelings babe. just that i dont want to be blame for things i never say or did. example : some random tagging on your friend's tagboard.
everyone should just chill ((:
had fun with the boy as usual ! ice cold beer/stellar bar the whole night, im damn tired now. tanning later, & then is school the next day. BOOO
cool water woman, yay (:
6/25/2006 05:05:00 AM
Saturday, June 24, 2006
and againwhat comes around goes around. karma, believe it.
adam, i saw your tag on lyn's blog (((: this song is niceee! dope to de max
6/24/2006 02:10:00 PM
thoughts.
is funny to see how mean girls can get, and how manipulative some people am. to influence and play with her little friend's mind, make them believe that some people are cheena, hot stuff and what's not. i never spoke a word to her friends before, and thus, i find it bizarre they think i'm actually blogging bout them. i mean why is there a need for me to do something like that? hilarious.
i'm fine with name calling, i mean i'm not here to please everyone. and certainly is okay for you to blog what you want, cos end of the day is YOUR blog. i'm cool with it.
as much as i want to be protected by the boy, when i'm with my girlies, i feel that i'm there to protect them from boys and mean ones. as a matter of fact, most of my girlfriends are pretty nice people. and there's this ultimate angel, she's so nice and sweet to her friends, she's totally harmless. is rather disturbing for me to see her being nice to other, yet they give her the cold shoulders or take advantage of her.
and most of the time, these people end up feeling bad/guilty and try to be nice to her when she walk pass them again. why shit on other people's face, then feel sorry and start clearing it ?
it happened twice right infront of me. in school, and in town.
she's so nice, that people take advantage of her. and i don't like to see that. i mean who will like right?
there's some things i heard from others bout this girl, but i guess i shuld just shut my mouth bout it.
another thing funny is, why when you don't like/ or HATE certain people, you tend to like to read their blog so often and like to know bout their life and all. i mean why you even bother by their life when you dislike them so much right?
and i find it sad how people can just say they HATE someone so easily. i mean, what these people did to deserve so much hatred from you ? did they kill you loved ones, ruin your life or something ?
it takes a lot to hate someone, and is very tiring. been there.
but theres some of my friends who blog bout their hatred for particular people, i understand because i know what these people did to deserve the hatred.
kiddish when you say you hate liars, back stabber, etc. isnt it obvious ? who will like them? i think that's dislike not hate.
but at the same time, it takes even more to forgive someone you really hate before. and i'm happy for this friend of mine who's free of hatred now. i know it tiring for her, but i'm just glad she took a step forward and overcome it.
lesson learnt : FORGIVE & NEVER FORGET. so you will not place your trust on the wrong ones again.
6/24/2006 01:06:00 PM
The lucky one
now i know, who's for real and who's not.
birthday was a blast.
i reached the airport around 9pm, waited anxiously for the boy while talking on phone with shawniepaul. and then, i saw him. dressed in red tees and cap, with super long hair. heh i didnt cry, i just waved.
when he came out, he gave me such a warm tight hug the hug that i'll remember for life (((: jillian was sweet, she was on the same flight and she served the boy well. i know she's such a nice sis to the boy, with her on the flight, nothing to worry. anyway, the boy came back with love, and presents for his girl.
next we're suppose to head home, get dress and head for zouk. but instead we chill at roomful (((: damn nice to be back, with him. and company by shawniepaul & steffio, junnieee and wayne rooney, hanwei & canmi(is that how to spell her name ??)
& the boy went on stage, sang me a song. i just sat there, look at him, and feel his love. he sang " LOVE ME " by colline raye whenever he reach the chorus, he looked at me & smile. awww... it ended off with a kiss.
he always give me what i want.
chilling with the groups, camwhore with the girls, kisses and hugggs from the boy. that was how i spend the remaining hours of my 18th. simple & sweet.
shawniepaul and junnie played a prank on me, but they surprise me twice as well. damn touched.
alright, thanks for all the bday greetings and sweet msg. thanks to all the old friends that text me. heart the two lovelies so much, let's do the couple night out again someday (((: lastly, thank you caesar, for flying back && rejecting the 500bucks and first class seat. apparently, the flight was overloaded and they want people to take the next one with such great offer. but baby told them : " no i cant, i need to rush back cos is my girl's birthday " thanks for the lovely song, && all the loveee
the boy new year resolution was to fill my life with so much love till it overflows. he did it. i'm drowning. && i'm lovin' it
MOS soon ((:
&& lastly, i'm touched by all the affections. should go sleep cos the boy's gona meet the folks tmr ((:
6/24/2006 04:47:00 AM
Friday, June 23, 2006
this is it !&& so, is to the airport to pick the boy and then we gona party whole day with the loved ones ((:
i swear my sis is the best ever, heart her so much !
6/23/2006 08:02:00 PM
Part I
finally 23rd June, 18th birthday ((:
and yes, the boy was the first one, even when i was online talkin to 12 people when its 12. the boy was still the first cause he called ((:
then junn was so funny, she called and ask " am i the first ? am i am i? " i said, no the boy was. she said caesar cheated cos her clock was 00.00.00 am when she called ! silly hon. the boy said his timing is world timing, cfm won't wrong one.
then came the birthday greetings online, and on my phone. outta e blue, my door bell rang. standing outside was my two lovelies, with a small cup of ice cream and candles ((: touched by their surprise and all of us, including sis talk bout tonight's plan.
brownieJ & shawniepaul, thanks <3
i think italy got the top goal keeper. i'm damn impressed and brazil played well for the second half, and harry kewell scored the equalizer for aust match (((:
sab & shawnie are both happy now.
i cant wait to see the boy (:
tonight's the shit.
later
6/23/2006 12:13:00 PM
Thursday, June 22, 2006
sing, sing, sing
though the boy never dedicate any songs to me before, i still like being there when he sings,whether is at pub or anywhere else.
i know i dont need the dedication to determine or judge how much he loves me, still i hope he will, someday. especially if it is our song.
afterall, i'm just a girl. in love.
6/22/2006 03:04:00 PM
Don't Cry
guess i didnt blog bout monica that crazy girl. went out with her last friday after 9898734534 times of wanting to meet up, we finally did.
caught silent hill together, & i swear that girl is damn cute when she watch horror movie. next time if i ever need donation of any kind, i will just go look for her ((((:
& we're both boyfriend junkies.
is damn sweet whenever she talks bout dom. and you can almost see sparkles in her eyes. she told me they thought of getting engage after poly, & i told her i'm getting married at age 22. LOL.
madness to de max.
but i love holding her hand and walk around town, just like junn hon. & we kissed. heart that crazy nutshell so much (((:
on the other hand, work is pissing me off. i know i've been ranting bout my bloody job all the time, but i just can't take it. i can't go to work, & they force me to find my own replacement. the thing is, NO ONE WANTS TO WORK and so i cant find a replacement. but fuck it.
after hearing what sab said, i seriously decided to quit. don't bluff me about rising the pay or anything. i think is just bs, cos i've seen friends slogging their ass,waiting for pay rise that never comes. even after 4-7 months.
that's it.
oh,the good thing is rachel is helping me cover my shift, i know she not willing to. but she still did. thanks a lot.
but, i'm still quitting.
yst, ah nian msg me and asked what i want for my birthday, is been awhile since we talk, & hell i'm glad he didnt forget bout me. i miss seeing him around school. & i guess if i screw up this semester, i'll probably see him in my next semester (:
then, bryant msg me as well. he's working in some pub now, and i guess he's making big money. i'll probably see him ltr.
& the boy will be back tmr. -beams
6/22/2006 02:04:00 PM
you belong to mesee the pyramids along the Nile watch the sun rise from the tropic isle just remember darling all the while you belong to me see the market place in old Algiers send me photographs and souvenirs just remember when a dream appears you belong to me & I'll be so alone without you maybe you'll be lonesome too fly the ocean in a silver plane see the jungle when it's wet with rain just remember till you're home again you belong to me oh I'll be so alone without you maybe you'll be lonesome too fly the ocean in a silver plane see the jungle when it's wet with rain just remember till you're home again you belong to me
& is almost half a yr.
6/22/2006 12:53:00 AM
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
theOC season 3
sailing with the boyfriend, i think that's dope. love watching summer (Rachel Bilson) && seth (Adam Brody) together.
lovin' it ((((((((((:
6/21/2006 06:46:00 PM
like what i told my girlfriends, worldcup = steal the boyfriends away.
thank god, the boy is at down under. so i dont feel THAT much bout it.
but i know as well that if the boy want to watch soccer match with his guy friends, he sure will take me along (:
oh, is irritating to know some girls watch soccer just for all the eye candies. even worse, when they try to act like they know their shit, and start blogging/talking all bout it.
is worse than betting.
girls, if you think trying to act like you know it all, then start drooling over all the hot stuff = turn boys on.
you're damn wrong. it just make the guys think that you're damn shallow and make you look like one bimbo. and is damn turn off. really.
so quit it.
watch it because it's a beautiful & exciting game. very much like netball,dragonboat,floorball,basketball is a team game. feel the players' passion and their determination to get that one ball into opponent's goal. feel the unity of the team.
yes, having beckham,kewell and all the hot stuff playing in it, is a plus point.
& if anyone reading this feel offened, very much due to the fact that you're one of those girls i'm referring to
let me tell you what, go top right, see the [X] box? click it and stop reading.
is that simple.
6/21/2006 02:53:00 PM
i miss netball and the bg netball girls.
i miss coach enting and her trgs.
i should seriously consider going back on track to run, and maybe gg back to SRC.
6/21/2006 12:14:00 AM
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
is good to know all my girlfriends are doing pretty good in term of relationship. && i think i should set up a club for all the boyfrined junkies (:
had an amazing msn chat with the boy last night. i love it when he tell me bout his future plans, and there's always me in it. i love it when i hear this from him : " i dont know why, but i love to pamper you. " & of cos, i love to irritate him with my yoga shit.
LOVE IT.
friday seem so far away.
"From the black I know you’re finding your way back home" dishwalla - above the wreckage
6/20/2006 09:07:00 PM
Monday, June 19, 2006
& it feels like we've been together for 5 years.
6/19/2006 09:11:00 PM
Saturday, June 17, 2006
i've decided to quit my job.
6/17/2006 11:49:00 AM
Thursday, June 15, 2006
no.10 - Harry Kewell
awww...
6/15/2006 04:30:00 PM
all for you<3
thanks brownieJ and mason for being there & it was great to just chill out with fish head curry, 50 first dates and my two lovelies (((:
14th June 2006 is more than just a date.
the boy is on top of the world now, i made it so.
i'm a boyfriend junkie. lovin' it.
6/15/2006 02:36:00 AM
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
it's 2.22am i have my doubts. i always say, things I don't know won't hurt me. & i guess, that's how i run away from reality.
6/14/2006 02:22:00 AM
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
I hate the way you talk to me And the way you cut your hair I hate the way you drive my car I hate it when you stare I hate your big dumb combat boots And the way you read my mind I hate you so much that it makes me sick It even makes me ryhme I hate the way you're always right I hate it when you lie I hate it when you make me laugh Even worse when you make me cry I hate the way you're not around And the fact that you didn't call But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.
10 things i hate about you.
6/13/2006 10:28:00 PM
10 things i hate bout you. ((((((((:
and this is my all time favourite - a walk to remember. cried while watching this.
pls watch to the end, and you will understand why i love this so much.
& now i miss the boy a lot.
6/13/2006 01:42:00 AM
finch's letter to you is on.
random thoughts.
there's always some things that can never be erase from your memory. bad or good, happy or sad.
and they often bring out feelings that you can "re-feel" over and over again.
for me, the feeling that i feel over and over again, never get bored and can always put a smile on my face.
was the moment caesar first kissed me.
ya, the moment.
& the boy's not happy.
6/13/2006 12:30:00 AM
Sunday, June 11, 2006
sis's 21st was a blast. she had lots of fun, but thank god junnie came.
sab received few hundreds hong bao money, and presents.
this make me a happy girl as well ((((((((((: *EVIL LAUGHTERS.
and junn gona sleep over. ((((:
GOODNIGHT ALL
6/11/2006 11:39:00 PM
it's sab 21st birthday today, mom gave her a birthday party, there's alot of people comin later and i dont know how our house can fit everyone.
she's so happy ((((((:
catering and lots of food, i'm soooooooo looking forward. & i love my sis.
i shall hugg her so tight later.
and yesterday sab said :" i can't wait to see whose the first one who msg me on my birthday" and i told her, i got feeling is my boyfriend.
and after i came home from my town trip with brownieJ sab said : " you're right! your boy was the first to wish me "
i knew it. my sweet lil thing ((((:
and again, sorry for last night baby.
towned with brownieJ was good, and for the first time, that girl only bought pretty shoes. that's all. *CLAPCLAP
i'm so glad baby and i gona watch the final of world cup together. cos then, he'll be back.
& he said he found a girl. love her madly and want to love her family as well.
6/11/2006 12:18:00 PM
Friday, June 09, 2006
it's the start of world cup 2006.
6/09/2006 10:26:00 AM
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
i'm going to get some ______ on this coming sat, and i just can't wait. junn will be there as well.
shopping and movie, we're gona watch she' the man or omen666.
i just can't wait for saturday.
termtest gona be soooooooooooooooooooooo over for me everyone soon. i know i'm gona die when i get back the results. but heck it.
i won't be able to enjoy the hols ! noooooooo! cos i'll be slogging my ass at work again. BOOO
but i know i'll enjoy tonnes once the hols over. cos the boy is coming back.
every since i know he's coming back, i have been thinking of ways to greet him at the airport. & i swear i'll hugg him so tight.
i want my cool water woman.
6/07/2006 09:49:00 AM
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
BOOHOO MICH
i'm going to fail today's subject, cos i didnt study at all. and i'm not doing anything about it.
wanted to wake up early to read through, but sleepyhead me slept till 10am.
how nice.
well done. ((((:
& i received my first warning letter for skipping one lab and one tutorial for opsy. well done again.
so many movies i want to watch, i just can't wait for the boy to come back.
6/06/2006 10:47:00 AM
LOVE.
#23 message in my phone inbox caesar : smile my princess! =)
he's my one and only romeo, i swear. when i'm having extreme bad day, he's the only one who can make me smile and feel better.
& he said : " we start off difficult, thus we will cherish each other a lot. "
cos, for all i know he has been awfully sweet to me. and i can't wait for him to meet the parents when he comes back.
"Put a classic rocker and a punk rock chic together, you get a intense romantic relationship."
baby sent me a lame msg bout 6/6/6. and since he's oversea now, i whine bout how he rather send me silly msg than declaring his love for me. and the next thing i know, he sent me a msg saying " i love you "
simple & sweet. mean it, i know.
i just think he's the one. or i try to make him the one.
& yes, is our secret ((:
6/06/2006 12:48:00 AM
Monday, June 05, 2006
monday blues.
i'm not feeling too good.
sab bought a new bikini cos she wants to go tannin with me. to top it off, she's buying me a new one as well. least that makes me feel teeny weeny bit better.
its feel really good to know i can tell sab everything and anything.
oh, the paper was okay.
where's my sweet november?
and its all drawn out, there's nothing inside. and nothing to hold, nothing to find. its wearing' me out this feeling inside. I'm all drawn out. dishwalla - drawn out
6/05/2006 04:11:00 PM
early morning & random thoughts
mornin readers. is just few hours before my first paper, i'm nervous, for i know whatever i manage to stuff inside my mini brain, is not enough. i might just freak and panic the shitt outta myself, and do badly for the paper.
which also is the only one i think i'm able to pass.
say a little prayer for me, pls.
i love morning like this, listening to dishwalla and laze around for awhile. it will be nice, to have my hotcake serve with butter and lots of honey. and a cup of hot chocolate. that will be love. but even if there's no hotcakes or chocolate drink, i can still stay like this for the whole morning, or even the whole day.
my simple and carefree morning, my kind of simplicity.
for awhile, i'm contented with life itself.
if only, if only.
6/05/2006 09:48:00 AM
Sunday, June 04, 2006
dishwalla's songs is dope shit, make me damn high.
for the first time, i think is wrong to have my own computer, im stuck with it whole day playing dishwalla songs and msn.
and is even more wrong to have a guy who never talk to me for 983233685 yrs, come asking "you have a boyfriend now ? "
funny and weird, i feel.
& i figured, i'm NOT the kind of girl who will fight over a guy if there's another girl in the picture. i rather the guy choose himself, cos most impt thing is for him to be happy.
also, i don't understand why some girls can come in between a couple, if the couple's love is solid. lastly, i don't understand how some girls can be soo thick skinned to come and snatch away somethnig which is not hers from the start, or rather, something she throw away herself long ago.
randomly insane, that's what i like to think i am feeling right now.
enlighten me pls.
6/04/2006 11:41:00 PM
blue sky, white cotton candy clouds, green trees, beautiful pink daisies, hot eye candies, windy day, rainy day, morning sunshine, evening sunset, family, trusty friends
caesar and his love.
does all good things come for free ?
non stop crying and a broken heart. it was till last night,i know i actually have an amazingly wonderful family. it was till last night,i know how much caesar zhong mean to me. 6 months ago, i get to know a guy. he came into my ordinary life, turned it upside down. he sparkle it with so much LOVE, i have yet to thank him.
i think i'm a lucky girl.
it was also till last night,i realise i have been taking many things and people in my life for granted. so many, i lost count.
and so, i shall start to cherish all of them.
caesar, thank you. mean it.
"I wish I could be every little thing you wanted" dishwalla - every little thing.
I had all but given up on finding The one that I could fall into On the day before youI was ready settled forLess than love and not much more There was no such thing as a dream come true
Oh, but that was all the day before you Now you're here and everything changes Suddenly life means so much I can't wait to wake up tomorrow And find out this promise is true I would never have to go back to
The day before youIn your eyes I see forever Makes me wish that my life never knew The day before you The Heaven knows those years without you Shaping my heart for the that day I found you You're the reason for all that I've been through Then I'm thankful for the day before you
Now you're here and everything changes Suddenly life means so much I can't wait to wake up tomorrow And find out this promise is true I would never have to go back to The day before you
the kind of silly thing you do when you're tired of muggin & thinking of your boyfriend @ starbucks.
6/03/2006 01:18:00 AM
so for the first time, im bloggin using my own computer and wireless internet access (: mom's the best la. she even promise to change all our phone to 3G end of the year. long wait,but worth it.
i think i have a wonderful mummy. she take all my shits, pay my fuckin high phone bill, give in to me most of the time. yet i think i'm damn rude to her. okay, i shall be a damn good daughter from today.
with internet access at my room, i get to chat till damn late at night, stay at whole night also can. least there's less one thing to fight with my bro bout. & i can talk to my caesar whenever i want! we had an amazing MSN chat just now (((((((((((: webcam is sucha great invention. beat baby sooo gona agree with it. LAUGHS. i get to see his facial expression with every single shit i type. he's soooo damn sweet and cute la. can't stop loving him <3
omg. i swear i cant for to see him (((((((((((: <-------------- double chin ! HAHAHA.
i'm gona sleep and mug the shit outta myself tmr.
mymousesucks,anyonekindtobuymenewone!
trip is a dope song ! (dope to e max!)
6/03/2006 12:50:00 AM
Friday, June 02, 2006
& i wish i was a punk rocker with flowers on my hair.
6/02/2006 09:30:00 AM
i just saw a video from youtube, You're beautiful ( A tribute to tammy ) some guy did it for her.
heard from my friends that he had this huge crush on her since she was sec 3 in bg. and of cos, tammy is one of the beautiful girl in school, no doubt.
no to be mean, but that guy look kinda freaky throughout the "mtv" and pls, if you want to make a video, least choose a decent place to shoot it. like totally wrong to shoot inside your bedroom with all the "chappalang" shit behind.
i can't stop laughing, seriously.
6/02/2006 08:10:00 AM
Thursday, June 01, 2006
i just delete away a 2 page long post, i should just keep it to myself.
internet access from my bedroom makes me a happy girl. FRIDAY.
bestie, i cant wait for 2 july ((((((:
6/01/2006 08:44:00 AM
Tuesday, May 30, 2006
i skipped lectures again, for the 982323times this sems. fuck me, i deserve to be slap.
anyway, i'm pretty disgusted shocked by her actions. isnt it weird when you know this person, and when you're prepare to say HI or smile, she just turn away so fast and pretend she didnt see you when she did !?
and pls, stop saying i look like the one mention above. we are very different. junn, thanks for thinkin i don't look like her ! HUGGS for that.
and what's with all the fireman viewing my profile and want to be my friend? ? sorry but no pls, i dont know yall.
and studying with jun the whole week. i'll make sure we stick with it. uh huh.
mad laughters in project rm, i love how i can just say everything & anything to junn. and we had fruits instead of junks. 3 cheers for that. i swear i need to go on diet.
great, mich ang is comin to look for me tmr in campus.
is cos of love, the boy got the calling cards. && also, the air tickets back to me.
LOVESS (;
5/30/2006 12:40:00 PM
Sunday, May 28, 2006
LOVE
amazing saturday night with brownieJ. had lots of fun as usual, and we didnt study at all. OOPS!
but freak it, i had so much fun. we held hands & walk everywhere, licked each other like nobody business. & i swear ppl think we're lesbo, but fuck it. we don't give 2 shits bout it. (((((:
of cos, we didnt forget bout our dear shawnie ((: & i swear we're his sugar,spice and everything NICEE.
to end the crazy amazing saturday night, i received the best news ever. and i seriously can't thank you enough for all the thoughtful decison you made.
and so, this time round i'll able to pick you up and no, i wont be crying. i'll be smiling so sweetly at you and give u a big squashy hugg and our 23 mins long kiss.
& i know i'm the happiest girl last night.
5/28/2006 08:10:00 PM
Saturday, May 27, 2006
readin random blogs. and this blog caught my attention
she's my friend's friend. she's very much in love with someone who's not really cherishing her. or so, that's what i feel.
and she's not giving up, and im really happy that she's going way out for it. cos you have to fight for love. just like me.
it wasnt really easy for me and caesar. the start was really difficult. i'm just glad i stay on. never give up on him, us. and now we are very much in love even though we dont get to see each other (((: and i'll keep my faith till his return. then, we'll be even more in lovee.
and so he said he got my 18th present. somehow, i know what suprise he got for me. i'm keeping my fingers cross, and no! i won't say much cos i don't want to jinx it. but at the same time, i dont want to have much hope, cos i know i'll be uber upset if its not what i'm thinking.
still, i can't wait for that day (((:
met up with mich ang yesterday. and i'm soooo happy. truly. she didnt lie or anything. she promise she set aside time for me when she's free, and true enough, she did.
we talk so much so much. & i'll make sure we become _ _ _ _ _ _ _ together ((((:
" i don't care who's the bridesmaid, i only want you to be the bride."
5/27/2006 10:38:00 AM
Friday, May 26, 2006
brownieJ wrote 2 awfully sweet testimonial to me & my boyfriend. she's a doll.
terms timetable's out. 4 papers to sit for, and i have no idea how to get through all of them. i'll start muggin' now soon
sar's housemates piss the shit outta him, i'll stop right straight away if im them. but it's too late,cos he decided to shift out. & i know soon they'll totally regret what they have done. he's my mafia boyfriend remember? ((((:
so is gona be a very tough month for both of us. we'll be fine, no worries. we've lots of faith, right dear?
great, it's the weekend.
i love the fact that i'm always the best in his eyes.
5/26/2006 09:17:00 AM
Thursday, May 25, 2006
pang pang was gooooood !
we had lots of food, and i drank milodinooo ((((: had so much laughters and i swear i loveeee the two so much. they totally brightens up my day.
and yes, i am going to put in extra more effort in my studies.
i love the facts he always place me before himself. ((((((:
5/25/2006 08:59:00 AM
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
i'm fat. i've gained so much weight cos of all the late night supper, junk foods and everything la. bottomline - i'm sooo fat now.
to think that hon thinks she's fat. i swear she's a hua sheng ke. she's like freaking slim, yet she thinks she's fat. WHAT BOUT ME HON !? laughs.
anyway, i have no fear, cos the only person i need to look good for is all the way down under. and i have 20 months to slim down before that silly kiddo comes back (((((((:
i love to think of him, cos there always be a hugee smile right across my ROUND face !
do you get affected by this particular person alot. like little things they do, say matters alot to you. or even, the smallest thing can make you feel jealous/sad/happy/angry. then yes, you love that person, so much more than you know.
you know lifts alway have bad reception, and when you're talking to someone on the phone, you would ask the person to call you back. but i guess, caesar zhong is the only one, whom i won't mind climbing 12 storeys for. and this i know, is love.
and is also out of love, he got the calling card.
is exactly a month to my 18th. freak, time is passing so damn fast, is hard to keep up. and i'm so sure im gona flunk this sem.
i cant wait for 23 june cos somebody got make a suprise ! which i know, will sure make me cry, just like the time he tell me he's comin back.
and all i need is him.
PS ; i'm finally going to say bye to the devil.
5/23/2006 09:23:00 AM
Monday, May 22, 2006
and so, my hon got in modern (((:
told you my presence makes you happy, so you dance well ! LAUGHS.
well done hon, you totally deserve it.
5/22/2006 01:58:00 PM
they're so chingchow shit. LAUGHS.
i feel protected cos i got a mafia boyfriend. he got like one thousand rocker boys working for him. so i know he's watching over me.
5/22/2006 11:43:00 AM
guess what ? i'm having lab & tutorial later, and i'm totally skipping it. i missed two lab for alrd, i soo sure i'm gona get debar unless i go get MC. OH FUCK, i'm like sooo heck bout my studies now. but nevermind la cos caesar say i can quit school if i like, cos he's gona support me no matter what. sweet !
my boyfriend is sooo stress out with everything in aust cos there's never ending assignment to do, fuckhead housemate (serious retard shit especially the fat bitch, oops!) and lastly he just miss me too much la ! pray hard i'll get to fly over, and pray hard he'll fly back again (((: "i got piggybank" i swear he sound like a 6 years old kiddo when he said that. i got him a nice soccer cartoon havanais, i procrastinate for 5 months before getting it.
"There's a superstition saying 'never buy shoes for your partner, cos if you do, he/she will run away'. So does anyone here reckon that I'll be a runaway groom? Haha, I don't think so." <3
he's the sweetest things on earth.
saturday was crazy!
i swear i love tsai wen jun so much la, freak. YES, only i know why she love me so much, and only she know why i love her so much ((((: KESHIA said we're like the bestest friend, that's so funny. LAUGHS. she's my brownie, one and only. more LidoMac talk okay? (((:
oh we met keshia on bus 14 ! she's so pretty and sweet pls ! and not forgetting,she's slim as usual. glad to see her after a REALLY LONG time. and we shall all hang out together someday, all the ex-bg girls. LAUGHS.
isnt it funny to think that we never really talk much in the past, and now, i see her everyweek, share so much with her and we're both shawnie's angels (((: and we gona make shirts with boyfriend name on it, we'll be at each other wedding and most importantly, we'll be HOT MUMs wearing tube top tgt! HAHAA, so funnny !
i'll keep the faith.
5/22/2006 09:23:00 AM
Friday, May 19, 2006
my lecture notes ; his drawings.
he is, love.
5/19/2006 09:50:00 AM
Thursday, May 18, 2006
woke up 0745am when tutorial starts at 1000am. DAMN, how nice. im getting far too lil sleep these days. NO, i didnt go back to sleep though. i thought for once i'll be EARLY for my mdbs tutorial. so happily went to get ready, thought of gg to school to print the lecture notes as well. but in the end, i drag drag drag. END UP never print any notes, & 15 mins late for my tutorial. i swear i'm HOPELESS.
i hate school now. i really do. i wish there's less things to worry about. i wish we never met.
i want to ran away from you cos then, i might just be a lil bit happier.
i figure, i'll probably repeat this whole sem. unless i start puttin' in effort, but like what my boyfriend said, i'm a procrastinator.
sigh. there's so many things to sigh about. fuck.
i should seriously start listening to my boyfriend. cos, so far, he's always right. whenever i tell him IT WON'T HAPPEN shits happen. and he prove me wrong so many times, i lost count. so, yes, i'm gona listen to him. be his good girl ((:
is gona be depression. and i can only get out of it, when year 2008 comes.
i feel like withdrawing out of school, be like chrissy darling. man, i miss that babe so much. she's going NAFA. lucky girl.
what goes around comes around.
5/18/2006 01:22:00 PM
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
school's a bitch. fuckin tough and i dont understand any shits. oh, and i dress damn slack to school these days. cos i wake up late,no time and all the shit, i'm always late. loser.
my last entry was posted out of extreme anger. but i'm fine now. really
i miss caesar alot lately,
and i don't know why.
should i ? should i not?
i need some freakin' answers.
5/17/2006 03:22:00 PM
Monday, May 15, 2006
I HATE YOU !
so fucking much.
5/15/2006 09:47:00 PM
Saturday, May 13, 2006
ARGH !
5/13/2006 02:34:00 PM
Thursday, May 11, 2006
#600.
this is my 600 post. OMG.
i swear i love blogging !
check this out, from one lovely boyfriend ;
"My girl is a procrastinator. She can be very emotional. She is always at random mode. She likes yellow peanuts m&m and I wonder why. She likes romance and I'll be her Romeo. She likes to dance and I'll take her to a club. If she loves the stars, I'll put one on my shoulder. If she wonders why, I'll tell her 'nevermind' cos she is mine."
sweet ar?
i should stop procrasting. cos my boyfriend hate it ! and wonder why i love yellow peanuts m&m soo much ? cos he bought me one on our first date, it makes me smile ((: i dont mind yellow almond m&ms, cos is yummy as well.
he's my Romeo.
5/11/2006 01:32:00 PM
mornin sunshine ((((:
met rahim on my way to school twice recently. he said i walk like got wind, dont know what he mean by that, but i take it as a compliment. LAUGHS.
met up with brownie yst, saw her gg outta school. YAY! anyway, we decide to have dinner together, of cos we called shawnie along. i swear that guy think we are NUTSHELLL ! cool bean LMAO. apparently i kept saying all these lil things, and both them start using it soooo very often. i bet they're laughing now. shawnie said i'm just like that, and he loves me for being me. aww..
i'm feeling really fat now. i think i should go jog or something. been really damn long since last went on tracks. BOOOO!
lunch with fel yst was good. talk sooo sooo much ((((: i miss that woman.
i swear i'm gona die this sem, so many question marks. DIEEEEEEEEE !
everytime i ask, you alway got something on. i lost count. whatever.
ashley parker angel is such a hottie !! he used to be in O-TOWN omfg, i like that band so much in the past and he's my FAV! now, he gone solo. && let you go is sooo NICE la. the way he propose to his girlfriend is damnn touching. sooooo sweeeeet
i wanna watch sweet november with sar <3
5/11/2006 08:51:00 AM
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
Ohio is for lovers.
i miss sleeping beside sar ; i miss kissing his candyfloss taste alike lip ; i miss the way he play with my hair ; the way he kiss my forehead ; i miss his smell ; i miss talkin to him online ; ( its been 98753200 yrs since the last online chat )
i miss caesar )):
i seriously hate school now, and sometimes i feel uneasy. and is really shitty to know i cant voice out everything here, even though is MY blog. SIGH
sar is having his presentation right bout now, i have faith that he will do well. my rocker is one responsible guy (((: but his groupmates is such assholes they dont do anything. THAT IS WHY I ASK HIM TO QUIT SCHOOL come back to *ME ! LAUGHS. he cant stand me ))): though school is soo tiring i'm sooooooooo sure he'll feel better when he call me he said i know 101 ways to make him feel better he is soo wrong ! is 1001 ways.
somehow, i know this is gona be a tough yr. it's alrd 3rd week of school, and i swear i know nothing, N O T H I N G. i'm gona die die die. SIGH
is kinda sad to know you put so much trust in someone, yet they are the ones who hurt you in return. and no, is hard to get back to normal. is not easy, and it feels weird at times.
i guess time is just another factor.
but i pray it will be alrightt (:
alan is soo funny, he just msg me online. saying MR SELFISH want to use the computer. that's our nickname for my brother ! LAUGH
smile to this caesar, " i love that after i spend day with you, i can still smell your perfume on my clothes. "
(((((((((((((:
&&& i loveee my boyfriend.
5/09/2006 08:42:00 PM
Monday, May 08, 2006
i love receiving cards and mails from my boyfriend ((((((:
5/08/2006 12:57:00 PM
Sunday, May 07, 2006
crying is the only way i can vent everything out.
5/07/2006 09:40:00 PM
i won't let him go, never.
this means so much to me. having you is enough.
5/07/2006 03:30:00 AM
Saturday, May 06, 2006
Seychelles - my honeymoon destination.
thanks hon ((:
5/06/2006 01:39:00 PM
1. bestie
2. shawnie
3. caesar
4. huier
5. junn
6. darren
7. felicia
8. ivan
9. bryant
10. bert
11. ai
12. malvin
13. monica
14. joel
15. ah nian
16. alan
17. rachel
18. daffy
19. teck wee
20. e1
1. How did you meet 14? [ joel ] poly. c121. awesom guy, nickname Mr Nice Guy, one of the most helpful person i ever met.
2.What would you do if you've never met 1? [ bestie ] i'll never know the real meaning of truefriendship.
3. What would you do if 20 and 9 dated? [ e1 + bryant ] omg. LAUGH. is gona be a very cute pair, but i think bryant is too stone for e1.
4. Did you ever like 19? [ teck wee ] of cos i like teck wee, he's like super nice to me !
5. Would 6 and 17 make a good couple? [ darren + rachel ] dont think so hahah. darren's attached btw.
6. Describe 3. [ caesar ] is very hard to 'describe ' him. i know him but i dont know him. one thing for sure he's a rocker. he loves me and i love him (((: actually i can go on and on, but dont want la. oh ! his lips taste like candyfloss, i swear ! butt no, u cant try. cos he's mine, all mine.
7. Do you think 8 is attractive? [ ivan ] ask belinda !
8. Tell me something about 7. [ felicia ] she promised to be my bridesmaid.
9. Do you know any of 12's family? [ malvin ] i know eveyone in his family. he's a good son btw
10. What's 8's favourite? [ ivan ] veg food.
11. What would you do if 18 just confessed he/she likes you? [ daffy ] nothing? cos i know she loves me ! (((:
12. What language does 15 speak?hokkien hokkien HOKKIEN. hahahaha ! no la, he speaks english, chinese as well.
13. Who is 9 going out with now? [ bryant ] he's single and very available. but i know who he likes (((:
4. How old is 16 now? [ alan ] one yr older than me i suppose ? but he loves B&J for sure !
15. When's the last time you talked to 13? [ monica ] that woman ? LOL, few days back when she walk right beside me. shock the shit outta me. miss her so much ! but can only meet up next month cos that babe need to work ! SCREAM. i love her la.
16. What is 2's favourite band/singer? [ shawniee ] im talkin to him right now, wait i go ask. hm......he said "dont have le" // but i know he stop listenin to emo songs alrd !!
17. Would you ever date 4? [ huier ] of cos ! LOL. i'll turn lesbian for her. HAHAHA. kk im kidding ! but i loveee gg out with my baobei girlfren !
18. Would you ever date 7? [ felicia ] omg ! this is scary cos both my best friend ! yes i love this woman as well. but she's attached. hahaa. i digg hangin out with her cos she makes me laughhh soooooooooooooooooooooo damn freakin much !
19. Is 15 single? [ ah nian ] NO ! he loves his girlfriend so much (((: right skky ??
21. Would you ever be in a serious relationship with 11? [ ai ] what you expect? she's my ai alr leh ! need me to say more ??
22. What school does 3 goes to? [ caesar ] curtin uni in aust
23. Where does 6 live? [ darren ] pasir ris.
24. What's your favourite thing about 5? [ junn ] our laughters and her goli eyes O_O !
25. Have you seen number 1 naked? [ bestie ] lol. i dont want to answer ! YES NO !?laughs.
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got it from lyn's blog, pretty interesting.
plus im bored, so no harm doing it right right ?
anyway, the weekend's here.
but i still feel very extremely tired.
don't ask me why, cos i dont know as well.
probably is the thought of working tmr, turns me off BIG TIME.
and i miss monica so much la. but too bad i gona wait a month before getting to hang with her.
busy woman ! BOO !
two nights without hearing bun's voice really bother me a whole lot.
thank god i finally talked to him yst.
and i totally appreicate him calling me, instead of gg to bed.
cos he didnt sleep one whole night as he's rushing his school assignment.
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