i wish you were here to see the northern lights

live by faith, not by sight

you're the echoes of my everything
you're the emptiness the whole world sings at night
you're the laziness of afternoon
you're the reason why I burst and why I bloom
you're the leaky sink of sentiment
you're the failed attempts I never could forget
you're the metaphors I can't create to comprehend this curse that I call love

michelle ♥

adores.

ben&jerry's,tannin', gummiebears,eyecandies, starbucks, AIRPORT,
the boy,photography, long bus rides, 23mins long kiss, stripes, flops, retail therapy, madshitlaughters, latenights, candyfloss, being random, the girlfriends, heart2heart talk, love letters, #23, pink daisies, paperprata, flea markets, boyfriend's shirt, chillax session, cheap thrills, izzy, stoning LOVE

Thursday, February 16, 2006

i went to friendster and check my mails,
none from you.

insecurity set in.

i guess everyone needs assurance once in awhile, isn't it ?
we all feel insecure at certain point of time.

mine is last night after receiving one email.
kinda disturbing.
so much so that i can hardly shut those lids to sleep.

bad timing, really?

i am that kind of person who don't give two shit bout things like this,
if i want to make it work, i'll do my best and let nothing hold me back.

then again,
it takes two hands to clap.

i'll be fine, i just need to rant.
where else but here,
my space.
don't like it ?
then fuck off
and don't read, is that simple.

anyway shit aside,
i had FUN with junn yst.
and if she did not mention,
i didnt realize that i see her almost everyday!
nice ((:

i am sucha good friend, right junn ?
shouldnt go into details though.
we spent around hours talkin non-stop at our place -- nydc
and one of her thoughts puts a BIG FAT SMILE across my face. =D
isnt it scary that girls can talk so much when they meet up ? HA
had ice cream at swensen's.
and cab home

jit is soooo annoying me right now.
(READ THIS)

omg, sky just msg me.
he is gg to fly kite !
shit, i want also !

he's bringing his girl there.
one of the few sweet boyfriend i've seen,
one of the few that receive a pass from me ((:
sad thing is , he is dealing with lots shit now,
i'll pray for him.

i've so many plans after the exam

working (if not no money to make other plans come true)
FLY KITE ((:
tannin' session (cant wait !)
SHOPPING (try not to spend too much)
clean my room
continue falling in love

everything wil turn out fine.
crossed fingers.

darren is like scolding me now,
saying i'm thinking too much,
he is so MEAN.
but i know he cares a lot bout me.

i need your love.

2/16/2006 10:46:00 AM